Current location:	templestowe
Current mood:	guilty
Current music:	skinny puppy's 'last rights' album
Entry tags:	family, future, low, tafe

talk is cheap.
i feel so. hm. i feel like, i'm complaining about things that in the long run really don't mean anything, while my friends are actually going through shit. i want to help, but i feel relatively useless in that aspect. i avoid seeing people at most costs nowadays, i'm getting too anxious about certain things... i dunno. i've taken a few steps backward in that regard.

the weather has suddenly gotten freeeeeeezing around melbourne. i must not only be the only one who has notices this. it's funny, because suddenly all those clothes i've been meaning to alter, i really just want to wear shitty or not shitty.
there's a few skirts i want to make shorter, and a patch i'd like to stick onto a jumper. i really need to stop procrastinating and motivate myself. i spend all my time waiting for other people to motivate me - it's terribly detrimental, because lets face it how much time do i really spend with people anyway ?

hm.

im just waiting for a picture to load from our easter this weekend to put up here.
we found what looks like a speed lab in my grandad's basement. even though we really just know its his home-made alcohol :P
i dunno. my thoughts on religion have not changed since i was 16, and i stand firm by them, even though my gran was getting all shitty at me for it. ugh.


i have a plan for next year - psc part time, then working during the day (doing night classes) = $$ = move out of home. it seems like it could work. hopefully.
i discussed it with a girl who is doing psc night part-time and it's working for her. i think that way if im making some money, i'd be a lot happier. well, combined with the possibility of not living at home, that would be even better. hm...