Current mood:	loved
Current music:	hide and seek.
Entry tags:	irl friends, weekend

newspaper cut outs.

WELCOME IRL FRIENDS; READ ON

a lot happened this weekend.
but, the most important of it was that i realised how much i love my friends. each breathe i now take i am so grateful for.
i have never wanted anything more than to hope that i make a difference to one person. because as long as i'm doing that then my existance here is not wasted. thankyou.
jessie; for letting me talk (type) your ears (eyes) off. so so so grateful
maggie; you actually listen to me, and mean it.
ryley; you make me smile. i've never had someone be so kind to me that randomly. without expecting anything in return.
patty; wow. um. yeah. you turned lesbian for me. enough said ? :P i have never felt so loved by any individual before.
sheridyn; for giving me the confidence to model again. thankyou
kitten; making me smile always. and always sharing.
rachel; rollerskating with me. i feel like less of a dickhead around you. thankyou so so so much.
liz!; a gorgeous face and cuddles at a place i'd much not rather be.

thankyou so much.
i had to let you know. i never take you for granted. i wouldn't
i had an epiphany.



ry; you've inspired me.
i'm learning to sing this. i haven't sung since january. my range is back, so you all better watch the fuck out.
i've moved past her. patty, you helped me validate that. let a new love take your old heart - fuck yes.

stupid misunderstandings between old friends have past. i've never felt so confident in myself ever.


i feel awash with hope. and love.
and liver disease ;D



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nothing they say can make me change my feelings now. i am resolute.
thankyou ♥